Diarrhea of the mouth

I don’t know why I have this condition and it frustrates me to no end. why oh why did I say that? It is a complete misrepresentation of what I wanted you to know. I either say something out of context and it sounds terrible, not at all what I meant. Or I say too much, things that are no ones business and yet I blurt them out as if its tattooed on my forehead and common knowledge for everyone. Or I say things that don’t represent the subject well, again not my intention! So frustrating. And the worst part is I stew on it for days till it eats me up and I want to hide in a hole. I actually had a grotesque image of my skin coming apart at the mouth and I swallowed my self inside out then zipped my self closed at the mouth, just to hide myself and zip my mouth shut (kind of like the itchy and scratchy show skits on Simpson’s). And you know that once it is out there no amount of back peddling can fix it. seriously so FRUSTRATING.