Friday, January 28, 2011

Guilt

You flash your mischevious smile and I know I will pay. We took an outing to the mall yesterday and all you wanted to do was run away. I chased you around the charis, I chased you up the stairs, I chased you in a store, I chased you through the door, I chased you here and I chased you there, I chased you everywhere and even though I sound like Dr. Seuss, I was ready to set you loose. I was worn out and ragged after that and wish I could have sat and sat but you were like a wild cat and wouldn't tolerate if I sat. You kicked and screamed and were a brat (not really but it rhymes, though you were nuts). Im writing this to apologize because when I looked in your eyes and I saw the surprise that led us both to cries, I felt so bad and was really sad. I yelled at you, this is true, and we were both so blue but now its past and and we'll have a blast as we hold fast loving each other unsurpassed.

Mom update

She is doing awesome! Pet scans normal! She is definitely in remission! Can't call her cancer free because she is stage 4 with mets but the mets are retracting and are not looking like mets but just calcification's! Maybe she will be cancer free from stage 4! That would be a miracle!
She still has "bad" days but I believe it is just side effects from the meds she is on and not the illness itself.
Hopefully it will get better with time.
Love her and so proud of her!

Baby Boy Kent

At 24 weeks, finally! and what a great place to be. Viability is much more certain now. It always feels good to get past this point, now every day is just a bonus and helps little boy grow strong and healthy. He is so active from 8-11 at night. Doing somersaults and karate kicks! At our last ultrasound we were stuck longer than our appointed time because he wouldnt stay still, making measuring him not easy! He is developing perfectly so far! Still have no names for this baby...any suggestions?
Falling totally in love with him and too excited to meet him!